" I had always had grandiose plans of how I'd
wanted my 50th birthday to be, but in retrospect, I don't think I could ever,
ever swap the prayers, the fetes and the sheer expression of banter and
goodwill I've been practically overwhelmed with. Indeed my joy has made me
speechless. I just want to say from the deepest part of my soul and spirit that
God triple the joy you've given me today. I still have a testimony to share
that will shock a few and re-emphasize God's love for me and His awesome
goodness, but all in due time. For now may His peace which surpasses all
understanding guard your hearts and minds in Jesus name: amen. God bless you
all.....
"The past decade led me through a litany of lessons
that defined my being. My 40s oversaw a period of struggle, failure and painful
loss, but it also assured, enlightened and made me more confident and blessed.
Through that time, I recognized my strength and capabilities, rediscovered
myself and my potential, optimized my goals and have learned to prioritize what
and who is truly important to me.
I can’t believe I am 50 (… and thriving)! It’s still so
surreal to me. But I’m careful in my joy, for milestone birthdays unwittingly
steer you towards a terrified list of yet unaccomplished goals, the possibility
of perceived retrogression, unhealthy comparisons, faltering timelines et al.
Yes, I thought I’d be happily married by now, living on a yacht and travelling
the world, amidst other cares, but it’s easy to forget LIFE IS STILL AN OPEN
DOOR, for many went even before they came.
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